FINANCE DISHEARTENS

Today, just reminiscing on the conversation of a few days ago with my husband on some issue pertaining to finance. First there was the knock on my car and i manage to collect the reimbursement from the other party at fault. As he has not given me the allowance for the month, i had used this reimbursement to finance my monthly expenditure and when he asked that i keep the reimbursement for the repair of the car...i mentioned i can do that provided i get my allowance which has not been given for the month and he went bezerk....that he did not want to hear about those things.....what are those things?~!!!!....it is something he has to face up to that he ought to give....i have been contributing and contributing to the family for the kids's glasses when they need one due to increase in power.....uniform....cos old ones cannot wear and new ones for those going to secondary school and so on....well....i never ask that he pay back....now this monthly allowance is for the tuition fees...bus fare....even for the marketing of food....all i mean is just let me have this reimbursement to use and you take of the repair at the same amount later on...is that too much to ask?!....Sometimes ....i wonder......get married for what....just to get another financial burden?.....thank you so much.....no need for it.....!!!....YOu may have your financial difficulties having to pay for the house, utilities, installment for car and other electrical appliances.....but what is your story about why being so generous to your staff but so stingy with your family members!.....i know as christian wife must submit to your husband but what if he is always taking advantage when he should be providing for us?.....Well...just want to release my vent up anger and disappointment......Want to buy something for own use also need to find the cheapest and think twice before buying.....sometimes it is so pathetic to think of the situation.......sigh!......never mind....pray that LOrd Jesus heard my plight and will provide for us. Thanks for the release....Amen!